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Dah hampir tujuh tahun, aku kenal kau. Dah lima tahun hari Isnin sampai Jumaat aku akan nampak muka kau. Hari-hari. Sengaja atau tidak. Dan kau tak pernah berubah walau sikitpun. Setahun berikutnya, aku hanya jumpa kau seminggu dalam dua bulan. Bila aku ada kelapangan. Dan aku rindu sarikastik kau.

Aku rindu masa menyuap kek pada kau. Aku rindu mengecat ala van Gogh dengan kau berjam-jam di bengkel. Aku rindu dipanggil 'isteri' kau. Aku rindu dengar kau nyanyi lagu Wali Band. Aku rindu bercakap-cakap dengan kau dalam kereta, dan kau buat aku ketawa.

Aku bakal rindu banyak perkara pasal kau.

Buku Licik itu buku yang paling aku sayang, dan aku tahu kau boleh jaga. Dan akan ingatkan kau pasal Kapit, setiap kali. :)


Dear MFH. I will miss your darkness. 

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